Life in Motion Blur

Freddie's Dead - Curtis Mayfield

I have been trying to cram several activities for a day, but I could only do so much. Work, school and church has kept me so busy and while I do appreciate how each can develop my character, I am now craving for breathing space.

Problem is, my breathing space doesn't always concur with the people who I want to spend free time with. Sometimes just reading books and doing all other solitary kind of crap can make me feel lonely and depressed, and so I'd call people up asking if we could meet.

And there's this girl who has been a long time friend of mine. I've bought her birthday gifts, and I've yet to give them to her. It has nearly been a year, and we both think it's been too long. So we planned to meet since 2 weeks ago, but we keep having to postpone this appointment because of unforeseen responsibilities popping up like an annoying Smileycentral Ad.

Gee, is life ever as unbearably fast as it is now! At this point, my life is like a photograph where I'm the lone still figure in a sea of motion blurs. People come and go very fast, I couldn't make sense of what's happening anymore.